It takes exactly 32 days before i got a day off. In the period of 32 days, it includes a superb singapore national day held in a superb thursday that you are "probably" going to have a superb long weekend if you took a day off on the following friday.
probably....means probably not, to me.
i was in the lab during the singapore national day, so i told myself it was because i love malaysia so hard that i didn't feel right to celebrate their national day by having a day off. i will instead make sure it will be a 4-days-off during malaysia national day. i am a born malaysian and it is in my blood.....
well, that may not be the only reason though. i feel my concentration was going down and started to make silly mistakes. at time it just need a repeat for that experiment, but by murphy's law as you know, it will cost you the most damage possibly imaginable with the lowest probability the error could cause. i shall save it until this lengthy chronic inflammation period is over. certainly not now.
taking a break is a preparation for an even tougher work ahead. i may learn the true meaning of it very soon. in a way i was way too rely on for a scope too wide to cope. from my own writing, my own experiment, coming grant application, housekeeping, baby sitting, or even involved in other's work .....voluntarily. i even need to take care of the damn printer ink?!?!? damn you guys who is a little more free can you just get the ink and filled it in?!?!?
ok, that's just the chores that make my bad temper.
i shall go sleep now.
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