Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Sunday, March 26, 2006

100

So finally it's done.

don't know which day of the week i will be free to digitize it. but promise it will before april fool. ahha. no fooling around k.

quite satisfied. If I wish a grade, i think it deserved a 75%, which is probably between B+ and A-. but heck it, I think this is my best...so far, but it is going to be number 2 in the near future, and number 3 in the further near future, and number 4....

learn an important lesson today. should have been more decisive.

70





so here's the 70%. done with this piece long ago but just don't have the softcopy with me until got it just now. and tomorrow 6pm the complete version will be ready. :)

cya.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

September 2

Your Birthdate: September 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.

Your strength: Your universal compassion

Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings

Your power color: Mauve

Your power symbol: Butterfly

Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

eii....sounds a bit like me. and it's MAUVE k!!!!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

A quarter

It has been a quarter of 2006.

I am glad I have a job secured which last me until end of 2007, not too sure when also...not thinking of it now. I am pleased to say I have improved and literally, I have fit into a life in lab. I am technically sound, and able to work out some protocols or experiments independently.

However, that is what we call a lab technician. Maybe I am slightly more knowledgable and able to think an extra bit than a "lab technician" should, yet, there is not my destiny. I was thinking these days, why sometimes yc was so annoyed and frustrasted when having discussion with me.

now then i know.

her ideas and mind are always out-pace mine. and it was so boring to her for not having an expecting "intellectual conversation". she don't want to give lecture, she has give it enough, she needs a discussion on equal ground. students come and go, lab officer is lab officer. but a research assistant is supposed to discuss and debate. that's part of the job. let the personal future plannings and characters apart, i supposed that's professionalism. there is no professor. there is no bachelor of science.

regardless i am doing my post graduate study in the future, intellectual development is equally important to me now. i used to think i am smart, then i found myself is not as smart; after awhile i thought i have improved, then i found i can become better; i thought i have become better, and now i realize there is always room. things are not as heavy as it seems, a simple decision making required rational thinking. An explaination is based on logical reasoning that making sense. we are all getting numb and accept things by default. i want to become more critical, in a simpler term, it is just, using more of our innate common sense.

dude, you will surprise most people do not use common sense.

that's all about my job now. and unfortunately there is no relationship to talk about if you are looking for gossip. haha.

hmm....i think i am getting a bit excited with picking up a new sport. I think i can play tennis pretty well. (OSSOS-ownselfsayownself) haha. cm, leave your rac with me when you go to perth. It's time for me to return your favour since you so kindly keep my rac for...years, haha.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

固执

从前,我以为我是非常固执的。还为自己的个性沾沾自喜,很酷的样子。一副”我有自己的一套”酱。

后来生活过得多,白米也多吃了几粒,就相对好了一点点。没那么讨人厌。

直到最近。

老板是很会做人的,知道要跟人家讨新鲜器官或血液或细胞组织,逢大日子就会有东西送,不送大老板,专送看门询问处的护士小姐或安娣。把话一丢,东西放下,小差一件就发下来了。

提醒一次。

两次。

三次。

东西原封不动。问为什么。死都不说,就这么耗着,就讲我不去。不要。

还是我的学生利害,哈,他才不会去呢。

其实我很不喜欢那几个坐在门口的护士,现在叫我笑嘻嘻地送上礼物,才不干。而且那几个当值的知道你有求于人,知道你是来讨好的,收下时就那么一副理所当然的狗样。人不求狗。我死都不干。

后来,其中一个学生有歌咏团表演,叫买票。上回拒绝了,这回有点难。小孩兴致勃勃的,不忍扫兴。就随口答应下来,买票给了另一个学生,叫她和实验室里的人一块儿去,没给知道纯粹买票支持。

人人围着我发问,我说没兴趣,去来干嘛,我拜六还有打羽球呢。闹了半天,就有人问,那你又买票,干脆说不去就好了。噢,意义不同啊。我是支持她的,不过那种东西我没兴趣。还有就是不想麻烦和扫小孩的兴。反正买了就去嘛。

你没听见我说没兴趣吗?

我要打羽球呢。

从前,我以为我是非常固执的。还为自己的个性沾沾自喜,很酷的样子。一副”我有自己的一套”酱。

我想,现在也是。

我想,现在还是。